Day 11

Day 7:
Go over and do EK 1001 Physics, Chemistry and Organic Chemistry

I started off the morning with physics, middle of the day with chemistry and night time with ochem. It was kind of nice to review each of the concepts and it really made me realized how unprepared I was the first time. I need to start being faster and finishing these questions. One thing to note is that at night , igot sosucked in to studying that I lost track of time.

Today was the first time I started to really freak out and reconsider everything I decided to do. I think it was because I read this one article on how our generation is screwed and i read about this one comment about this guy who felt he was disillusioned by western medicine as a nurse and decided to become an acupuncturist. That started a complete spiral of doubt and anxiety..which wasn't good.
To be honest, I still have a bit of a doubt about whether this is going to be the right path for me, especially since I was writing down things I wanted in the post before.
Listening to my aunt was pretty much a reality call and I think that's what I really needed. some kind of peptalk to get me out of my funk.

I don't know why I get into these moods of negativity and doubt. It really affects me and I really need to watch out for that.

I've said this numberous times and I will say it again. Studying for the exam is the one thing you can control right now. Take advantage of the time you have right now and put it to your advantage. If you do well on April 4th, then good. If not, then it will be time to really start re-evaluating what i want to do.

Now is the time to do the work.

Things to do tomorrow:
Go over EK 1001 ochem, complete 2nd 1/3 of BR passages, 2 verbal and start reading BR Ch 2 Chemistry.